A haunting is when an unwelcome spirit attaches itself to either you or your home, and doesn't leave. It makes itself at home and feeds off of your energy. Haunting's are more prone to happen to people with a natural intuition, or those with spiritual gifts. The reason for this is because we have more energy to feed on because we are gateways. In today's article, I want to talk about my ever-going haunting, and why it seems I can't do anything about it, even after 32 years. This article may be scary to some people, because it contains graphic details about the spirits in my home and around me. A lot of what I am going through some of you may be going through too - so it is my goal by telling you about it to let you know you aren't alone, these things are real and they happen to real people, and if you need someone to talk to about it, I will be here for you.
I have always had spirits around me, it has become a natural part of my life, however in the past few years it has really taken a deeper turn. I am not uncomfortable around spirits, and these ones don't harm me or my family at all. It does get scary at times, and it seems that the more I acknowledge their presence, the more they make themselves known. I know for a fact there are at least four spirits haunting me. They are not attached to the home my husband and I bought a few years ago here in Las Vegas, they are attached to me. My three dogs see them, bark at them and get scared. I see shadows following me around everywhere. I can't even use the restroom without a shadow peeking it's head around the corner. Just last night as a matter of fact, my husband and I saw a huge shadow go over us in our living room, only to have a loud boom under the house almost simultaneously.
The lights flicker in my home - a lot. It isn't anything to do with the wiring, and I know this because I have had my home checked multiple times. This is spiritual energy. Things will go missing around my house all the time. My ID, my debit card, car keys, remote controls, jewelry - and I know what you are thinking. Perhaps someone is breaking in and taking these things, because those types of things really do happen to people. No - that is impossible and I know this for multiple reasons. I can feel energies, very clearly, nobody has been in my home. I have my office built right into my home, I am always here. I don't ever usually leave the house. That sounds weird, I know, however there is a good reason for it. I feel energies of each and every single person. I have panic attacks out in public and I freeze up. Too many people and they each have their own energy. If they are mad, I feel that. If they are sad, I feel that. If they are stressed - I feel that too. Imagine being in a crowd and feeling each of them. It is misery - so I hire people to do my shopping for me.
Anyhow, the point is I feel energies, no physical person other than my husband has been in my house. I feel all of these spirits - they are all very different, and not all of them are human spirits. There are animal shadows that I see all the time. There is a huge black shadow always in one of the corners of my living-room, it has about eight arms. There is a little boy that I always see walking in my kitchen, only his arms are so long they drag on the floor. The scariest one I would say is the one I see around 3am each morning. I am just woken up, and I look around. There is always a grimacing face looking at me over my husband while he sleeps. This one has red eyes, snake looking skin, sharp teeth. I never see his body, only his face. This is usually accompanied with sleep paralysis.
A lot of people ask me why I don't just get rid of these spirits. Why don't I just protect myself from them - protect my house - just be done with it. This is where you must realize I have done everything I can - this is a life long issue for me. No matter what I do, where I go, what protection I use - it just doesn't matter. Yes, I do cleanse my home and protect myself along with my family. They may go away for awhile, but they come back. Always stronger. It isn't the home, it is me. We can be out on a weekend trip, staying at a nice resort - and the spirits are there too. Doing the same things they do here.
It isn't only the shadows and things going missing. They physically touch my husband and I sometimes, we hear the footsteps, the scratching on the wall. We see things move with nobody around them. You wouldn't believe how many computers I have had to go through - they just die. So, even though I do get rid of them, put up protections, they come from me. I am the channel - and with this much energy pouring through me everyday as a professional psychic, there are always things that come through. They find their way back, so I have come to learn to live with them. They don't harm me, they don't harm my family. I have to admit it is scary sometimes, that is true. Sometimes I jump because I get startled. These spirits are not shy, they love to make themselves known.
I feel that spirits sometimes have a bad reputation. A lot of them are confused, they don't know what is happening, so when they find someone that knows they are there, knows they are real, and can see or feel them - they latch onto them. They see you as a sort of protector in a way. With you, they don't feel so dead. There have been many cases of people becoming friends with spirits - so it all comes down to you and what you are comfortable with. My haunting is very real - we coexist in my house and it doesn't bother me most of the time. So now that you know my haunting, what is yours? Do you go through the same things I go through? Are spirits just naturally attracted to you like they are to me? I would really love to hear about it because it is always nice knowing someone else can relate to you. Let me know in the comments!
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